crazy

why is it that the yellow and the black crayons are always the ones to disappear? why couldn't it be the metal tones that I never use? jeez...

It's everybody, I mean. Everything everyone does is so - I don't know- not Wrong, or even mean, or even stupid necisarily. But just so tiny and meaningless and-sad making. And the worst part is, if you go bohemian or something crazy liek that, you're conforming just as much as everybody else, only in a different way...
I feel so funny... I think i'm going crazy. Maybe I'm already crazy