A guide to my inner being

So this list of random media won't tell you why I believe in god, or why I like the things that I like, or why I'm friends with the people who are my friends. I thought about this after giving Alex a list of books to read, and then realising that all of these are important to my essence in some way.

All of these things can be either found online or bought in a store, I'm not listing people, or non-media commodity here.

there is no order other than the randomity in my head

1. End of World- flash animation
2. Franny and Zooey
3. Raise High the Roofbeam Carpenters and Seymour an Introduction
54. Nine stories (All except DeDaumier Smith's Blue Period)
5. The Sandman (Especially Brief Lives)
6. Neverwhere
7. Interpreter of Maladies
8. Almost Famous
9. Eternal Sunshine of the spotless mind
10. The Big Sleep
11. The Big Sleep (movie)
12. Breakfast at Tiffanies (Movie)
13. Harold and the Purple Crayon
14. The BFG
15. Boy
16. Five Iron Frenzy (Specific Songs: On Distant Shores, Every New Day, You Can't Handle This, It was Beautiful, See the Flames Begin to Crawl)
17. Jimmy Eat World (Specific Songs: Hear You Me, If you Don't Don't, 23, Your Sundown, Just Watch the Fireworks)
18. GLory Box, Portishead
19. Pink Moon (Album)
20. Last Goodbye, Jeff Buckley
21. Autumn Into Summer, Pelican
22. Pride and Prejudice
23. Hamlet
24. Zoolander
25. House on Mango Street
26. the Bell Jar
27. Teen Girl Squad
28. "Feel Great" Nutrigrain commercial
29. Old Greg
30. "Carrion Comfort", Gerard Manly Hopkins
31. Gilmore Girls, seasons 1-3, maybe 4 and 5
32. Superman the Animated Series
33. Batman the Animated Series
34. Justice League and JL Unlimited
35. Slavik and Karina 2005 WSS Jive and Rumba
36. Joanna and Michael 2005 WSS Cha Cha
37. Beauty and the Beast
38. Tortilla Flat
39. Waiting for Godot
40. Finch (Specific Songs: Three Simple Words, Perfection Through Silence, What is it to Burn, Reduced to Teeth)
41. Dirty Life, Ima Robot
42. Everything Goes Numb (Album)
43. Simon and Garfunkel (Specific Songs: The Boxer, Me and Julio, Cecelia, America, Old Friends)
44. Everything with be okay
45. piano man, Billy Joel
46. Fallen Art
47. Rejected
48. CCR (Specific Songs: Who Will Stop the Rain, Looking out my Backdoor, Lodi, Green River, sweet hitchhiker)
49. Edie in Winter
50. 10 things I hate about you
51. Blow Job Girl (you tube)
52. Rent (original soundtrack)
53. She's the Man
54. Ella Fitzgerald (specific Songs: Lover come back to me, Cheek to Cheek)

I'm probably forgetting something, but it's late. and this is good enough... i can't tell all of my secrets

I'm supposed to start my outline 3 hour ago

So.. I'm only six pages into "el Libro de Alexandre" which i don't know quite yet if it's going to fit with the rest.

I don't know if the rest even fits together in itself.

Last paper
last paper
last paper... and er... go to 4:04 of this clip



yep.

do it to it... and don't fall asleep

and it's 9:15 am and I have less than 15 hours to write a 7-10 page paper and I'm still procrastinating. Why does this happen to me? I need to focussss

I blog more to procrastinate

I need to learn to do spoken word.



shoot.

our frail deeds-- the last will wave good-bye.

I observed my last high school class today.

Things that I Need to Do by tomorrow:
1. Post colonial outline/send it to premnath
2. Read/Know what I am writing about for spanish.. possible presentation of ideas tomorrow

Basically that means reading about 200 pages of reading that I havent done yet... or i haven't done WELL yet. I'm scared.. and I'm too tired to concentrate on what is going on.

This week is hell.. and I'm just looking forward to Thursday 5pm when I'm done with all classes for this semester....

well ... then I have to finish all the ballroom work that I never finished (points budget and proposal and practice space for summer.. and fall.. and budgets.. and..)

and finalise my spanish paper with Marta.

more than ever.. focus and breathe.. focus and breathe.

I have a lot of Irises standing next to me from three different sources. I like the ones i got second best. I think this is the first time I've gotten flowers from a boy. :)