i'm on a Guster kick

my last night in town and I spend it writing an essay- i can say I have a (i hope) pretty damn good intro paragraph- now i just have to make the rest of my essay as good. I got a lot less work done than I wanted.. but i suppose So it goes.

I like inside jokes.. or at least people who understand you when you reference really obscure things... means you've shared something.

I made dinner with Kaitlin yesterday for ourselves and her parents- they said they had never liked falafels before :) glad we coudl spread the love.- I want to COOK always.. and have the time to make ridiculous gormet meals and feed people.

I saw lots of friends who could be considered "good people" as Kaile woudl say... though I didn't see as many as I could have, but So it goes.

I think my head's on straighter than it has been in a long time. maybe not as straight as i'd still like it to be (i've still got some kinks to work out) but... i think spring break worked out- as much work as there was, I had enough time to relax a little.

I shoudl be collecting my things that i leave across the house... I started saying that Berkeley is home.. and that I'm just coming back to colorado. I think I grew out of this hom faster than my sisters did. maybe that's what it is to be youngest- you get left so often you leave quickly yourself.

I need a deep breath before April starts.

::Deep Breath::

I don't Blog when I'm really enjoying life.

Last week was awesome. It went by too fast though. rabah and I did a lot, but still there's more- planet juice, asia SF, the brazilian stand, cordornices park, etc. you other people should come down to the WEST COAST and hang out. we need love too.
I saw Stanford for the first time in about four years. I think palo alto would be a cool place to hang out, or to discover, but Im glad I didn't get accepted there - I dont' think i would ave been as happy withthe people or with the envoronment as I am at Berkeley. It's funny, thinking of all the schools I've visited and not really feeling like I would be good there. There are some schools like Columbia where I can see that other side, where life would be different but jsut as good, but at the same time... I like Berkeley. I like it a lot. It's a good balance of city, people and school.
So I'm at home. I'm going to need to work really hard. (hence I'm on the internet righ tnow wasting time) hahhh as always. it'll be interesting trying to write a paper from home. It seems so long ago. but that's the plan. English paper, Linguistics interviews, MCB studying, possibly a little bit of spanish studying as well. but mostly the first two.
More recently people have been telling me I act older. I've never been told that I act like how my age tells me I should act- it's always older or younger, but never spot on. I wonder about that. I only have about 20 days left of 18.. (not that that changes much) but.. I don't know. it was such a rush getting to this point- of 18 years of age. but It's not really anything.

what to do on my birthday? hmm...

April's going to be an interesting month- I have to look for housing, a job (oishkies), finish school strong and hope to god that my schedule works out for next year... it's like.. I HAVE to get these specific classes, or else my enitre schedule is messed up.

hopefully my life will seem less in transition after april.. and I have a place to live for the summer. I never did lik ethe mmonth of april- it seems so long in terms of things that need to get done in that short amount of time.

This break I'm hoping to see old friends, and get some good ol work done.

I like snow patrol... and andrew bird.

I think i've stagnated.

I think i've been quite obsessed with Neil Gaiman and JD Salinger for... atleast all of highschool. and I think to myself- what does that mean? maybe, I'm just not that intrepid at experimenting with literature, or maybe that just means that I've found my loves and well... that's what its going to be.

Eric and I were thinking of teaching a DeCal- but yeah... which? or what?

I miss Joyce. She always made me want to be more creative. and I think she did.

I'm ready for this next weekend to come. It's going to be glorious.

Five days to an early holiday

Peach-o's are delicious

I want to get really good at spanish. I don't know why. there are plenty of people who are fluent in both languages, and I'll probably never get fluent fluent. but i guess it's one of those things i really want to do.

i'm having a hard time focusing on Wuthering Heights. I have to say it's better this time, than it was last time i read it in like 9th grade. I guess i just understand it better now. but still... I've got transmetropolitan, and maus and they're distracts... that's right.. I splurged.. again. and bought maus- but it was used. so both books were prettymuch for the price of one. so that's okay. i finished the first. i'm going to move on to the second

i've been taking ridiculous naps lately.

i need to buy dvds and burn some from dc++ before i don't have DC++ anymore... yeah. that'll be good.

i want to switch my old feet out for new feet. new pretty feet. I have like ten million blisters right now. it's not fun.ungh ungh ungh ungh ungh

I'm ready for spring break. really ready.

I lose something everytime I clean

SO I have my own room now until after spring break. Rubal's in INDIA. for a MONTH. hahhh... she's funny.

but unfunnily, I LOST MY ID i dont' know what happened to it. again. i said i wouldn't lose it this semester. le sigh. maybe it'll be okay because I'll only have to pay 30 bucks for the class pass becuase half the semester is already gone. oofta. it jsut dissappeared.. between the laundryroom and here. here being my room.

but. My room is finally clean. i jst have to put my laundry away. I really dont' want to.

this is a boring post.

I can't believe I did it again.

but I have a LIST of things I want to do with rabahhh when she gets here. it'll be v. excitting.