Weird shin soreness hmmm

apparantly more people have been updating blogs than I expected.. i need to find time to read those now.. shouldn't be too hard.

I still need a job. and no where in the berkeley area is hiring. reallly... it really sucks.

evaporated soy sauce looks really disgusting... like burnt coffee or something.

My GSI (TA) for my linguistics class is on the berkeley ballroom team, cool, she talks really fast... i like that I can follow her. and I'm officially in spanish 3 no more wishy washy department rules.. yayyy.. I'm going to get fluent.. and posibly a minor (double majors i hear are pointless?). hahh

yeahhh so life. how do I do life again? do I even know?

I remmeber not so long ago I said i would read more and write more.. either a chapter or a page or something aday. have I been doing that? bad jessica.. all te time you spend refreshing pages could be spent doing something productive.

none of my GSI's have office hours I can attend. poo..

I'm simultaneously reading Vernon God Little and Infinite Jest and they're mixing in my head.. i don't know what to do about that.

foxtrot.... yesh.. gotta get better... costumes? too expensive.. relaly wish I coudl go to harvard for the allroom comp.. but sadly.. no. oof. money.. always money.. poooo faceeee

I'm really sleepy. waking up early makes me tired. all the time. ungh. okay. Time to get better.

off to stretch, and possibly read somethign that's been assigned.

I'm going to need some help this semester.

I think the only class I truly enjoy right now is Spanish.. and that's only becuase my GSI is cool.. the department is so.... rulesy. oye. English is going to be simply put, 'oofta' and linguistics just seems like a less interesting version of TOK. immunology is alright...

It's funny hanging out with koreans.. because it's so hard to get anywhere becuase someone is always in the bathroom, or talking to someone else.. or blah blah blah and well... yesh. that's why we hang out in parking lots.

I got to swing today. in people's park.. hahhh it was good, not the peaceful type of swinging.. more fun and people oriented.

I'm finding myself more introverted this semester... i guess that's where life took me.

i need a title.

I had been thinking I should update this for a while... i just didn't relaly have anything to say.

It's hard digesting a lot of food.

Isn't It wierd how people take priority with no regard to logic? I suppose some people force it to be logical.. or logical coincides perfectly with their true feelings, but for me.. I don't think it has in a long while...

I realise a lot that someday I want to be able to look at myself and look at my Ideal self and find that they match up- Seymour Glass said something in Hapsworth 16 1924 along the lines of.. "it is rotten and worrisome to have two voices" and well.. as of now.. i have maybe seven or so running around in my small brain of sorts. it'd be nice to converge them.

I suppose this will be a short post.

I still relaly don't have that much to say in this form.. I'm in more of a personal mood these days.