Its new years Eve

I'm Done!!!!!!

2005.

This is my year in a general chron order. A lot of new, a lot of old. something crazy went down this year

black tie New Years Party at kaile's house, glutton bowl, air soft guns, K's Porshe

Ski Trip not enough car space, hot tubs, who woudl you rather, good mixes,

DC ian got a thong for his birthday, Israeliv became Jizraeliv, and there were talks on the hidden staircases. "I can't don't exist" I also saw Fatimah without her headscarf on.

Golf got louder with Teegan and Rachel- i dont' know if Steenrod liked it... but more amusing anyway.

Birthday Came and Went- I got some cool beads (which reappeared at prom) and a nice tiara- I think I sucked that tournament

Tests happened... Ian told me about throwin' down the nickel.. though it didn't really help.

Prom Happened- a little collar tug in the direction of Chris and Eileen, Ian won't dance. food was good. massive cake. the Denver Post building is pretty sweet. I met Conor, Red Rocks, Egdorf, cracking my head onthe ice..and then home and sleep.

IB Assembly: highlight: the mimicking of Jizraeliv's hand motions. Chipotle afterwards.. possibly the worst chipotle I've ever had.

Picnic- I can now tie shoes with my feet

Graduation = party (ian's gonna kill me for that equals sign) Israelivs, Neds, Conors, JOyce, Molly, Jeff, and Matt/paul/Anthony/Ellen/Nathan's

Europe- Berlin, prague, krakow, auschwitz, budapest, vienna, Salzburg, Munich- meeting Matt and Ned. Getting Locked in a park.. Shane and Randy, Talks with Molly in Stairwells, almost getting suspended, prague beads, Die Toten hosen/trisestry/Slobodna, 'eat towards them,' sing-a-long with lauren

Harvard- figuring out the Subway system, dance parties, MTP (mathias), sardines in Widener, Uno's, St James, Chong's party, Harry potter, New York, Horrible Horrible Filippes/cabana boy, Love Shack, Brown, Yale, Healthies, Swing Dancing, Charlie/Hannah/Heita running five million miles, MAC, Au Bon Pain, Emails, Science Center, Party ROom, Stealing from Annenberg, Rocky Horror

Home- parks, catching up, CHilis,

College sorting

Key Leader- "Bonfire", hike to nowhere, Yeeahyuh, starbucks, Ride that Pony,

Labor Day Weekend- taste of colorado, sushi den

Star Wars nights

Rent with malorie

People come home/Time warp to last year

too many deaths- I didn't know them (Seho and Ian). but I knew their faces. crumbling.

San Diego- woot woot, PB, Seashells, cheap clothes, mountains to the east, giant sheepdog waves, gross birds, not shotgun, Gettin down with the homeless, extraordinary desserts.

I'm Going to San Diego!

see title.

reach

It's so close I can taste being done (what a cliche)
You're not gonna get any closer if you don't start doin some work, Park
I don't wanna!
Do it.

Final stretch.. almost there...
I'm reaching my arm out- if only there was someone to pull me the rest of the way.

about 89 days left of school give or take a day or two.

"Will I lose my dignity, Will someone care? Will I wake tomorrow from this nightmare?"

hooah

knee high powder is amazing... and I m completely out of shape.
San Diego next week. Festivus on Friday.
Shopping tomorrow.

King Kong is okay. a little ridiculous.. i like how kong's to scale all the time. Adrian Brody...Not a big fan of the nose.. but still what a fricken hot guy.

That was a deep entry.

Nothing like it

I'm probably gona end up staying up for a while.. so I decided to take a little break... which'll probably turn into a big one.

I want to start knitting rabah's scarf: the yarn I got is pretty amazing it goes from FAT to skinny within a space of like 3 inches. but I have to finish my othe rtwo first.

one more day eh? its probably gonna be relatively easy- depends on how much I do tonight. I think they generally space out breaks perfectly. just as I feel there's no more of me left to put into anything... I get a break.. and even though it may not be reallly truly refreshing... its good enough to get me to the next one.

people are trickling in. it felt like last year today seeing rollins, anthony, ellen, and the malibu in the school parking lot. I forgot how long it had been since I've seen some of these people. Festivus is gonna be amazing.

Too much to do Too little time.

"I am a banana!"

i need to stop being self depreciating.

Janet's Home!

This week: last tok class, History final, Science bowl teams, people come home. Stanford App due.
Next week: College apps, Festivus, chillaxing
Week after: Christmas, San Diego, New Years.

band of the weekend: the Decembrists

maybe I changed my mind

I love this weather. Its refreshing to walk outside and it just smells Clean. I guess it kinda sucks after a while when you start freezing.. but.. its still amazing.
I'm currently Cable-knitting a scarf... though I'm wondering if I should pull out my work and knit regularly, because it takes less yarn to make it fatter and probably longer. I hope I have enough yarn.

Sometimes I imagine myself in a large empty room with a giant fireplace, my knitting, a couple of books, and a journal. I think that would be amazing. something about being completely alone is appealing these days.

I think College is definitely on a lot of people's minds. stuff needs to get in, early decisions are coming back... you know what? it'll go faster if you don't think about it (for the Early D/A ones. not that I won't be bouncing antsily for the returning letters in April.

A b'girl party!

So basically I slept about a total of... 27 hours over the past 48 hours. I don't know what My problem is.. either i'm developing narcolepsy.. or something. hopefully it was just from not sleeping the week before.

There's a lot that I have to do. but somehow.. i don't really care about hat right now. I always say i'm gonna do stuff over weekends.. but itnever happens. I always end up packing it into the week.

four school weeks until we're at the half way point. I'm excited to be in TWO english classes. It's going to be amazing. I was thinking about taking another art class. I miss being decent at art. now I just kinda suck. i think I'll like the off period though.

popsicles are like little icy sticks of joy.

I guess I should start working.

I need to kick back in Today, instead of grasping for Tomorrow or Yesterday.

why don't we use the term Yesternight anymore?