I have 27 unread messages in my grody emailbox

I'm not going to read any of them until tomorrow. I don't want to see Trineice.. even though I should. and I want to oi. I don't know. wander forever in the time vortex that is the ballroom apartments.

I am going to retreat. I am going to consistently go to church. I am not going to be homesick. I am going to eat healthy. I am going to work out more often. I am going to stay on top of my work. I am going to do all of this by staying out of the time vortex that is the ballroom apartments.

I made pumpkin pie from scratch the other day. It was pretty good. needs some tweakage. but yes.

Jason and Eric carved me a pumpkin. I have named it Stanley. It has a boil coming out of its head.

Want to finish coraline. should write my essay. shoudl go into work more. should buy rhinestones.. and clean out email box.

Want to learn how to make cream puffs. or rabah's mom's graham craker cake. 'tis good. I want to say hi to Rabah's mom and sit in the very Ikea kitchen.. and raid the fridge and be with RABAH.

I also want to see my family. family. I should call them more often.

shoulda. shoulda. shoulda.