I think I'm at one of those points, where I'm reevaluating myself. Who my true friends are, how much I've been brainwashed, who I should rely on.. that sort of thing.
I recently made a pretty good mix, but this is the ultimate mix for now- i think the songs sufficiently explain how I feel now... both in lyrics, and in mood...

1. The Big Sleep
2. Konstantine
3. What Went Wrong
4. Bohemian Rhapsody
5. I'll Make a Man out Of You
6. Swords Crossed
   
7. My Sundown
8. Bubble Toes
9. Holes to Heaven
10. Every New Day
11. Dandelions
12. Take On Me
13. Hey Jude
14. Lucy in the Sky
15. Magic Man
16. Boys Don't Cry
17. The Hero Dies in This One
18. Holy is the Lord
19. Power of Love
20. I Dont' Wanna Miss A Thing
21. Piano Man
22. Come Away With Me
23. Curbside Prophet
24. 83
25. Not Myself
26. Three Simple Words
27. Come on Eileen
28. He's A Pirate
29. How Could I fall In Love With You
30. Here Comes Your Man
31. American Kryptonite
32. The End WIth You
33. Two Coins
34. Hey Girl
35. Coalminer
36. Its Oh So Quiet
37. Sheet with Stars
38. Let it Be

Time to get into the spiritual washing machine and clean my garbage out. I suck at knowing God these days. I blame myself.