The Cure reminds me of Joe

I'm procrastinating again. reading to do. but not interesting reading to me. I don't know. THings'll get better outside of 45b i hope. i really hope. i like how in this font the numbers get lowered a little bit. I always liked that about old books, the numbers are all skewy.

If you couldn't tell from my last post, i'm relaly excited about harry potter coming out... reallly really... but if i stay here over the summer, then I'm going to have to get the book from here aren't I? hrmm..... ack.. and I'll have the opposite delemma- i'll get it four hours later than the people on the east coast. pooooo. oh well.

so yeah. I'm probably going to end up staying here over the summer and working here in SF. minimum wage is higher.. and i'll probably have to pay rent on my apartment for sumemr anyway so there's no point in paying for an empty apartment right? and i'll get spanish 4 out of the way- so if I want to graduate in three years I can with a Minor in Spanish. I shoudl really plann this out better.

yes. Life planning. that's what I need to do. more like guidelines than actual rules becuase there are of course things that I can't control like whether or not I get hired or what. but at some point, iternational school somewhere preferrably someplace like argentina or something- i should take some history of L. America classes. hrmm.. Spain woudln't be too bad either... or Africaaaa.... but i knwo my parents will say "it's dangerous don't go there" hrm... but Mossadeq didn't get started in his revolutionary ideas until his father in law (the higher priest) had passed away... so maybe i shoudl do that when no one is worrying abotu me anymore.

I talked to my Spanish GSI for a good while yesterday.. it was fun. he told me of a good taqueria on mission and some good bakeries around there... i think it's time to explore SF soon.

the job thing is turning out to be a dud. really. I NEED a job. damn workstudy and such... pooooppp..

I'm using modpodge to fix my earrings tha are breaking.. hahh.. creative.. i only hope that it sticks. seems to be working fine. i don't know.. i think i'm slightly allergic to nickel or whatever they use in cheap earrings, or pewter.. so if i leave them in for a long time, my earses kind of ache a little.. but if i put my white gold ones back int they're okay.. hrmmm... yeah.. doesn't stop me from buying earrings..

I've been in a shopping mood lately... i need shoes.. i really really need shoes all of mine are falling apart. but i have no money. jsut a gift card to macys... hrmmm.. :D that'll be part of my excursion to SF

I want to learn how to lift my left eyebrow.. i used to pride myself on being able to move my face symmetrically. yesh. symmetrically.

I'm in the mood for vulgar kerouac style (though i'm never read kerouac) books.. about drugs and tennis.. and guns and mexico. not about girls moving to vancouver. funny- i enjoy reading books whos protagonists are male but i write about female heroes. hrmmm.... maybe i'm jsut made out to not like my own writing. hahh.. I think by the end of the summer i'll send something to McSweeneys.. and possibly oter magazines.. but that means a stronger discipline from me. more output. (whichh also means more input)

So by sunday i'm going to have a plan. a backbone of a plan. sorry rabah for usinghte owrd PLAN so much. guidelines. not stoney

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